Nearly a year since,

It's soon nearly to be a year and i still miss you and i can't do anything about it can i? how can i help that feeling go away. The only time i don't miss you is when i like someone else :$ and i really want that feeling to go away coz i know we won't have the chance to be together again so i hope my feelings for you will go away soon.., Even though we never had much memories of us being together i will still remember the ones that we did have and the moments how we had ups and downs made me so mad at you and thoose times how we had the break ups. Maybe we should've ended it earlier or maybe not maybe we could've lasted for a long time. Yeah i do regret things that i did do and things that i didn't do, thinking about last year makes me feel so stupid i just did things coz i got peer pressured to i get peer pressured really easy. I'm not like who i am last year i turned better, maybe just to my parents i've turned more bad to them but i do reckon i have turned better this year.